the holidays are here...and i just want to take a moment to be grateful for all that i have had this year. i lost a lot, but gained a lot as well. i know we should be grateful everyday, but sometimes its hard. so when i get the chance, i try to remember.

no matter how much of a pain a baby can be, i am so thankful for my little girl. i wish and pray for her to be happy and most importantly healthy. i dont care what happens to me, i just want her to be safe.

this holiday season, my goal is to enjoy the time spent with my family...make every day count. make it special. because you never know what can happen tomorrow.

my heart belongs to my daughter...and within it, my mother lives. i am thinking about both this holiday season.