Friday, December 18, 2009

recurrance

ok so 2 seconds after i wrote the last entry, the song "Already Gone" by Kelly Clarkson came on the radio. I hear this song whenever I think of my mom. It started right after her passing. I heard the song on the radio and I thought, "aww this reminds me of my mom". Since then, I keep hearing it everywhere. Is it me? or just happens to be a popular song? Whats funny, is that about half hour ago, my co-worker changed the radio station. Different radio stations and the song still comes on. Watching "the Sing Off" the other day, I was reading a baby book wondering if my mom knew all this stuff and suddenly the accapella group starts singing this song. I looked up instantly. Weird. Driving to work and driving home...i hear the song...the other day i was re-thinking this fight i had with my dad...and the song comes on. She hated when we fought.

So I start thinking about my previous blog entry about the woman who lost her young husband to brain cancer...and how she kept hearing the same song on the radio wherever she went.

Sign? or coincidence? am i just looking for too many signs because I want so desperately for there to be one?

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