Friday, December 18, 2009

life vs death

i know this is overly dramatic to say but sometimes i wonder if my mom gave her life so my baby could live. they do say with life, comes death. or vice versa. i see my baby as a rebirth of my mom's soul and spirit, somehow someway. its comforting to think about. maybe my baby was born to give me hope and happiness in a time of utter darkness. i dont know how, but i feel the 2 life changing events are somehow related, somehow linked. i almost feel like my baby will be born and look like my mom. wouldn't that just be awesome? or maybe its creepy? not sure.

you know how when one baby is born somewhere in the world someone dies? what if it just happened to happen in the same household for me?

1 comment:

  1. [let's try this again!] I believe things happen for a reason. Even if it's not clear at first - or difficult to accept. Maybe this is the reason? I don't think it's dramatic at all to think that way.

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