i had a freaky dream about my mom the other day. she was hovering over me while I was in bed. when i dream about her, she is in her late 30's-early 40's. i know because of the hairstyle. I dont really remember what we were doing, I just know I felt like I was awake, but I knew she had passed, and she was "visiting" me. I remember turning to J, who was sleeping and he said "whats wrong?" and i said "my moms here". He grabbed my hand and I woke up.

The dream felt so real. I even asked J that night "was i talking to you last night in my sleep?"... i really thought maybe it was for real. but he said no, so i guess it was a dream. that, however, doesnt stop me from believing she was there, stopping by to say hello.