just one of those days...

25 minute naps all around. This is starting to piss me off. Shes irritable and fussy all day. Wont go down for naps as easily. Work sucks and its so hard watching the baby at the same time. For some reason whether jae is home or not, i still have the same amount of responsibility. Shes been up since 2:30...woke go down for a nap so now i have 2 hours to kill while shes cranky as hell. Had plans to go out to Target but since she wont sleep and I do everything, I have to stay home and watch over her. Havent been outside all day bc of her irregular sleeping and eating.

One of those days I just break down in tears from the pressure and stress. One of those days I tell jae "get her away from me".

I just want to crawl into bed and sleep....but alas, I cant bc I'm supermom...and I have so much more to do.