more weird dreams. they are getting freaky.

1. Sorry MeeJin but we were showering together last night. We were going for the same job I think. I don't know how this correlates to us showering together. I didnt see anything, truly....i barely saw your face, but we were there together. I stepped out to start reading my book club book. weird i know. i turned around and only saw your right thigh and i saw a birthmark there. Please tell me you don't have a big birthmark on your right thigh? Well, that was the end of that dream.

2. Next, Cindy told me "i think it worked". meaning, she was preggers this month! Let's see if it comes true.

3. Weirdly, i dreamt about my mom. In my dream, I knew she had been taken to the hospital and passed away. But I stepped into my grandmas house, and there she was in her famous pink robe, stepping out of the bathroom. Her face was so pretty, young, pale, but so clear. I see her face so clearly.. and the look she was given to me as we caught our stares. She didn't remember me. Instantly, I fell to the ground in misery. In my mind, I was thinking, shes alive but she doesn't know who i am. That was sad =(

4. Had my first dream about the baby. I dreamt I was out of control but forcing myself back into control. I think the baby was crying. ALl I remember was feeling frustrated but trying to remind myself of what to do next.

5. I was romantically involved with someone.... he was half Jae and half The Situation from the Jersey Shore. I kid you not. His name was Robert.

OMG this is all so freaky to me because again, I never remember my dreams. I'm going nuts with all these weird dreams.

Anyway, I said i wouldn't do it, but i got into maternity clothes. Ack! It was kind of fun finding things that fit over my belly. My worst enemy are the pants. I can't find any pants that fit me right. They are all too big. My doctor suggested adjustable pants, but I don't see any.

in terms of tops, here are some i picked up.

i wonder why this item is always under the maternity section. they sell this for regular people and i assume its the exact same item...yes?


this cheap shirt from old navy (9 bucks) is a good one to have. it fits right over the belly perfectly without squeezing it.


i originally picked up this dress for jaes dads 70th bday party, but it turns out we have to wear our hanboks all day!


i got work pants like these from gap. they are really nice, flared and comfortable but they are still a bit big on me


i went shopping at destination maternity today. i was highly disappointed. i wasnt happy with any of the selection, although i did walk out with a pair of jeans which look decent.

I actually think H&M has the best maternity choices right now. Gap is a close second.

After all this, i decided to just look through my regular clothes closet and i actually found some long tops and flowy tops i think can pass as maternity clothes anyway....soooooo, i will be more practical and smart about this and not buy so much new stuff.