last night was our cousins Bens 30th birthday dinner. The first thing I felt like I wanted when I sat down was a glass of wine. It had been a long day with my mom. I even asked Jae, can i have a glass? he said no, absolutely not. I knew he was right, but I just had to ask. dang that wine looked good.

I got a Thai Iced Tea, which obviously has caffeine in it. Jae tsked me... I just didnt want anyone to get suspicious. Afterall, I am the one who always orders some sort of liquor. Jae tried to finish some of the iced tea for me but he hated it so I had the whole delicious thing to myself. and then a ginger ale after that. hehe.

I've been very crampy lately. Not sure if thats a normal or abnormal sign. It's hard bc I don't want to move too much but then again, I am lifting and helping my mom out a lot so i am putting strain on myself. I just hope the pregnancy goes ok, even though I am doing some hard stuff and getting no sleep.

In fact, I think I will take another pregnancy test today just to make sure.