I had another "off" day yesterday. I woke up with every intention to do a lot of things. Water my tree and plants, cook dinner, go for a walk etc etc. I managed to get to my doctors appointment and that was it. I came home and lounged. I tried to get up, but it didnt work. I ended up napping. After my nap, I fully intended to continue to cross things off my to-do list. Again, I did nothing. My body was telling me to rest. My mind was telling me to go. Does anyone know what this feels like? It's extremely frustrating. I have never experienced such a battle between mind and body before.

Not to mention my allergies went crazy yesterday and my eyes were practically swollen shut. ugh.

By the time Jae got home, around 8PM, i forced myself away from the blankets on the couch and heated up some leftovers. I even managed to do the dishes. But I was asleep again by 10:30PM. Sigh. I dont know if i can last 2 more months like this. I feel lazy and bummy.

Anyway, my doctors appointment went good. I didn't gain any weight from last time! woo hoo! So the 10 lb gain in 4 weeks from my previous appointment caught up with itself and i think im good again. I now start to go see her every 2 weeks! I have 2 more tests to go and then im done. thats it. its both scary and exciting.

Today is a new day. I still hope to accomplish a few things today. Let's see how my body cooperates.