Hi!

a new blog!

well as you can tell from the title of this blog, Jae and I are expecting a baby! It's so exciting. I've always wanted to be a mom. Time passed and before I knew it, I was 30 and not yet married. I also wanted to wait a year of being married before trying. Our year anniversary came and went and getting pregnant was not on the top of the list of things to do. Sometime in July I must have miscalculated my period, and I thought I was late. I was so late, in my mind, that I took a pregnancy test. I Wasn't even sure how to feel at that moment...I remember thinking, I'm not even ready. but after I found out it was negative, I knew I was ready to be a mom when I felt utter disappointment. In the weeks following that incident, I noticed myself staring and watching kids more often (than i normally do which is already exorbitant in my mind). I really felt like I was 100% ready to go forward with the next phase. And so, what better time to start?

And so, here we are.

*Note, the rest of my entries are written in the past